#so many people are praising my writing abilities as of late. i'm gonna cry thank you sm

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mafuyu, tsukasa and bunnies, or why boku wa kuuki ga yomenai should get into project sekai

this is an analysis originally posted as a comment on youtube, but someone asked me to post it on tumblr, so here we are! if you're reading this, thank you! i appreciate your support very much!

when it comes to character analysis comparing these two, i feel like i don't have much to add, but a recap would start things up nicely!

first of all there's the obvious things they have in common, like being the sole responsibles for their sekais, and the first song being born in them, but even threre, they are quite different! you can't say there's an empty place in the wonderland sekai, it's an ever-expanding amusement park, and new things keep appearing in it! it was even the first sekai to gain all six virtual singers, while mafuyu's the last.

also, they both forgot childhood memories regarding rabbit plushies and family members. when mafuyu did, she shut down and thought more about what this means for her and who she is as a person. while tsukasa remembering just created a song, there was one time when tsukasa remembered something and shut down, during dazzling stage. though, unlike mafuyu, after shutting down, instead of thinking about that, he went "i can use this pain to better my acting skills" which is like. tsukasa. tsukasa darling no, oh no.

also! mafuyu was the first character from her unit to get an event, while tsukasa was the last (they even had they same attribute!).

mafuyu, to my knowledge, hasn't been missing from any n25 event, while tsukasa has been absent from nene's first two events.

actually, while mafuyu's not the leader, everything revolves around her: mizuki relates to her, ena envies her and is kind of fed up with her 'i don't care' attitude (yet worries about her), and one of kanade's main reasons to keep composing is to save her.

tsukasa's the opposite. even though he's the leader, he never feels like a 'main character'. hell, his first event was more of emu's 2.0! even when the conflict revolves around him (in the wonder halloween or the doll festival events) he rarely shows up, he's out of focus.

there's also the fact that, when it comes to themselves, they also parallel each other. tsukasa's self-centered, boasting about how he's going to become a dazzling star and everyone will look at him! and mafuyu is a selfless honor student who will help anyone who ever needs it. ... but it's not actually like that. tsukasa is very selfless, would do ANYTHING for his loved ones, and wanted to become a star to make others happy. mafuyu, while lacking a sense of self, when asked if she wants to do something, like going on the mystery tour or to the fan festa, answer something along the lines of "as long as it'll help me find myself"

hell, even how honest they are. tsukasa is an actor, but he's very earnest, and genuine even to a fault. he's very emotional and if he feels something, he'll express it somehow. mafuyu has a persona she won't give up, and if she even SEES someone from her school, she'll put it up inmediately. but when it comes to their issues, mafuyu knows what's wrong with her and is working towards getting it, but tsukasa buries his issues and IF SOMETHING he'll ask toya for advice but not before telling him that he owes him or that he's the best underclassman ever.

THEIR SONGS TOO. tsukasa's, besides the world hasn't even started yet (whose meaning again gets overlooked because when i read the lyrics for the first time, knowing what they meant to symbolize, i went "oh. oh this guy's not okay is he" and emu and miku go "this is a very cute and bouncy song, tsukasa!" IT'S NOT. I HAVE A PASS, I DON'T KNOW JAPANESE. YOU GUYS DO. WHY DID TSUKASA GET THE PINOCCHIOP SONG.) is a lot about the "we". tondemo wonders talks about how cool WE are, how WE still believe in wonders! and when it doesn't, it's about how the singer feels about the person the song is being sung to. and 88☆彡 is SO CLOSE to tsukasa being self-aware. SO CLOSE. i want the next tsukasa focus to destroy me. to kick my ass and stab me to death.

mafuyu, even though has not much sense of self, has her songs be more about... well... her. SHE is the jackpot sad girl. SHE remembers laughing with "you" when she's alone. isn't that strange?

also! the virtual singers! mafuyu's are most likely based on the other nightcord members (rin, sort of tsundere-y but caring deep down, is ena. meiko, not wanting to get involved directly and putting a distance between who she calls friends, even though she is trying to help, is mizuki. luka, being harsh when it comes to criticism, but having good intentions nonetheless, is kanade (though her harshness most likely stems on how harsh kanade is on herself. harsh, yet truthful) and miku, not knowing much about the world but wanting to experience it, is mafuyu herself. i haven't read the bug event, but i've heard len is mafuyu when she was a child.

wxs virtual singers are... kind of strange, when it comes to analysis. they're very secretive! wxs miku even refuses to talk about what she does when no one is visiting, which ties in with what i said before, that tsukasa barely depends on others when he's in trouble. but if i had to think of a pattern... they're there to help the members of wxs! compare wxs miku at the beginning of the main story to her in the latest event, or even the first few wxs ones. she's much more upbeat! as if she's trying to keep up with emu. rin and len are curious, and rin helped nene make more friends. len even got slowly more and more interested in rui's inventions. luka provides a sense of comfort, and meiko is very supportive! kaito... kaito's who tsukasa wants to be and never will. hell, they even bully him like wxs bullies tsukasa! and yet, he's responsible, wise, and can provide advice to anyone! the ideal big brother.

also, is it just me or the fact that wxs luka is the only virtual singer to first appear in a non-unit event is weird as hell? it wasn't even a tsukasa-focus! saki was the main chatrecter!

while n25 miku is mafuyu with an added childish wonder, kaito is an idealized version of tsukasa. and i think it's really funny, you know? how kaito's wxs "key" virtual singer, while he's taking his sweet time appearing in the empty sekai.

also, parents! mafuyu's put a lot of pressure in her, i guess you could say they pay her too much attention. tsukasa's (AND I'M NOT BLAMING SAKI FOR THIS, SHE'S A RAY OF SUNSHINE AND I ADORE HER) barely paid attention to him when he was little. he would wake up in the morning only to find them gone. or even in the middle of the day. or he would spend entire afternoons on his own because his parents had left. i don't really remember them appearing much on current events. i mean, i don't remember them showing up to tsukasa's show in stage of dazzling light, and they weren't around much in the doll festival event... ACTUALLY, he did run from their house to the hospital and they just. didn't notice. neither tsukasa nor saki mention being scolded for running away like that...

and this is kinda dumb and inconsequential, but tsukasa's first event was originally held during my birthday (june 15th) last year, and this year, a mafuyu event was held during my birthday. oh, and their palettes are opposites too!

SO THEN, WHY IS BOKU WA KUUKI GA YOMENAI THE PERFECT MAFUKASA DUET?

because i really like the song.

just kidding!

as i said in the video, the POSING, it's very tsukasa-ish. and there's a girl, the one the posing guy likes, who's always smiling, mantaining a perfect girl persona. posing guy takes interest in her, and tries to get a reaction out of her, which never happens. this is where my hcs start so take this with a grain of salt lol

emu has probably already told tsukasa about mafuyu. how she has this scaaaaary senpai who is always smiling but it's so unnerving! and her wonderhoy... is so not genuine! so tsukasa gets curious because what kind of person could scare emu. if she met a super aggressive thug she'd probably befriend them, getting them to smite her enemies or whatever.

so tsukasa meets mafuyu and yeah, seems pretty normal, emu's exaggerating, until SOMETHING happens and tsukasa's like HUH. HUUUUUHHHHHHH. so he tries to get a reaction out of her. not by being annoying or bothering her, just trying to get her to do something other than like. :)

tsukasa would probably become the first non-nightcord member who mafuyu shows her true "self" to because he's being too annoying (he didn't mean it!) ... but mafuyu finds it endearing. or, like, the lukewarm edition of endearing. they'll work on it.

LYRIC ANALYSIS TO TIE ALL OF THIS TOGETHER, I GUESS

translated lyrics by vgperson!

mafuyu is very... unreadable. he trusts emu's judgement, so even though she's smiling, she probably isn't really feeling it. he's tsukasa tenma, world future star, of course, so he'll get to the bottom of this! ... he just hopes he doesn't get mafuyu to hate him on the way.

tsukasa's behaviour is very... unconventional? he breaks the rules on the daily (thank you, rui! you made him a war criminal, just like you did with mizuki!) he doesn't really act according to any communicative rules, he's just. him

(like when he bumped into kanade and started communicating solely by onomatopoeia.)

(she did it back, so i guess that's good?)

tsukasa decided to become a star, and since saki liked his shows and his exagerated movements made her laugh, he adopted this as his default.

also, that last part, the pv has classmates saying "so happy we're shooting lasers!"

i want robo-nene to do that.

as i said. tsukasa tries to get a reaction out of mafuyu, but she doesn't yield, if she does, tsukasa's gonna tell the church emu, and if emu knows, the whole school knows, and that... would be bad. so she's not gonna play this game, she'll entertain it, sure, but she won't play.

i skipped a lot, sorry, but nothing to add :')

this, more than his mafuyu situation, would be more about where he was before the main story started. he focused so much on wanting to become a star, that he forgot why he wanted to do that in the first place

(we could also take into account the theory that mafuyu was, at some point, a childhood friend of tsukasa's, but due to both repressing their childhood, they forgot about one another. then this lyric could apply to the two of them instead of just tsukasa)

mafuyu THINKS tsukasa just wants to see her break, so she doubles down, but some part of her does want to trust him, so she takes barriers down slowly, because she IS getting tired, and maybe if only tsukasa sees, even if he tells emu, they'll think she's telling a lie or something, because why would they believe the cloudcuckoolander over the honor student? so mafuyu just joins tsukasa's toomfoolery... not by tomfooling herself, of course. she just indulges him and gives him what he wants: a peek at the real mafuyu

and mafuyu probably would think something like "well, now that he's seen the real "me", if that's how he wants to call it, he'll be disappointed and leave, and he can stop bothering me" but tsukasa is genuinely tearing up because mafuyu trusts him that much

he, of course, doesn't tell emu. but he makes sure to tell her that there's nothing wrong with mafuyu.

[voltronramblings]

MU please? I'm a heterosexual female. I have a hobby in writing, wether it be writing a story or writing in a journal on what I did today. (I prefer writing in journals though) I'm usually happy and can make people laugh easily. I'm sarcastic and outgoing. My way of saying "I love you" is "I hate you", which seems kinda cliche these days? I'm also really supportive and much to my friends' annoyance, I'm almost always that one obnoxious person in the crowd cheering very loudly. 1/3

I’m hard working and if you give me a task to do, like a school assignment or chores, expect it to be done in 0.5 seconds. I do a lot of random things. Sometimes I find myself stacking and balancing a bunch of things and seeing how high I can go before it falls over. One time during 6th grade, I wanted food really badly, so I snuck out of school during lunch, ran for 20 minutes (10 mins to and from the store) and came back with a bag of chips and sour patch kids. Almost got caught. You know how some people genuinely hate school and I don’t understand how. Like sure, it can be stressful sometimes, but I love school so much? I get to meet and talk with people and learn new things even if it’s completely useless and I just enjoy that so much? There’s also this ongoing gag in my family called, ���take someone’s glasses and see how long they survive.” Sadly, I’m usually the victim because I have the worst eyesight ever. (R.I.P) (All three parts were just random stuff XD)

I’m gonna let you in on a little secret: I love it when people include random stuff/quirks in their match-up requests. Don’t get me wrong, I love match-up requests regardless of what someone includes, but I think that those little things tell you so much more about a person than that person would think. And it makes it so much more fun for me. So, thanks, doll. Also, you sound like an awesome person, legitimately one of best kinds of people. Just saying. I hope you enjoy this just as much as I did! I ship you with Hunk!

And we’re back to opposites attract. You sound like you tend to do a lot of crazy things in your life. Hunk tends to err towards the side of caution. If any one of your plans get a little too reckless, Hunk will be there to tell you. And when Hunk needs to have a little crazy in his life, I trust that you will make that happen.

I think Hunk would also enjoy writing in a journal, or at least keeping some sort of memory book. It’s a fun thing for you two to match what you wrote about, or compare memories and stuff and I don’t know, I thought it was cute.

Hunk may be hurt at first if you tell him that you hate him, but really mean that you love him (as a friend or a boyfriend), but he’s seen the same pattern in Keith, so he knows what you actually mean, and don’t worry, he’ll shower you in affection

Hunk loves how supportive you are, honestly. It really helps him whenever he’s scared. And you don’t have to worry about being obnoxiously loud. If anything, he appreciates your positivity being heard over any negativity. He loves when you’re cheering him on during battle and he gets a good shot in. It motivates him!

Oh my word, he will literally praise you for hours about your work ethic, because no one else has one?? Except Shiro. Seriously speaking though, he will go on and on about how nice it is to have someone else on the ship, especially his girlfriend, be so focused to actually get stuff done. Coran appreciates it too.

That’s really cute. I mean, I can see you just mindlessly stacking stuff, and then Hunk notices and he’s like, “She’s so invested in this oh my word how cute.” And he’ll bring a bunch of different stuff for you to stack, and you don’t even notice that he’s been doing that until the stack falls over and you both cry out in frustration, and it’s just a really cute moment for you two and it becomes a little thing you do sometimes if you’re bored. I really like this idea.

Girl, you’re so cool. I wish I had the guts to do that!! But weren’t you worried about getting caught? In which case I am thinking exactly the same as Hunk. He’s so proud of you for having the guts to do that, but at the same time, that’s very dangerous, especially at such a young age, but finally, chips and sour patch kids are so worth the risk. Also, you had the physical ability to do that when you were like twelve?! Wow!!! *connect this to my first point*

Hunk actually likes school too, and understands your point of view completely. What’s so bad about school? Sure, it’s a lot of work, but if you put the effort into it, you’re learning. I can see you two going back to earth and getting into the same college, and going to classes together, or meeting in between classes if you have two different schedules, and it’s really cute and sweet, and you two share a special place by the gelato. And you will always tell each other what you learned about in class, just to spread a little bit of random knowledge that is actually fairly interesting, I can see so many study dates, and you help each other with homework and this is making me want a boyfriend so I’ll stop. Also, I say college, because if they’re in the late teens, they’re either ending high school, or already in college, but it works for either. 

I have the same problem with my friends. Anyway, once you tell Hunk about your family’s little game, he just starts laughing, because it’s so mean, but he can see the amusement of it. He probably won’t start anything, but Lance has the ears of a bat, so he’ll probably start the trend and you and Pidge have to fend the rest of the team members off. Hunk does his best to return your guys’ glasses, but when it’s basically you three against everyone else (the teams usually vary though), it’s pretty rough. But I can see Hunk just trying on your glasses, especially during one of your study dates and it’s just a super cute thing to me. Also, I love guys in glasses, so I could go on, but I’m supposed to keep these below 3 pages…